You're used to being
The center of my world
Everything I talk about
Everything that has my heart
Now today you feel at loss
The fear is undenyable
Someone else might take your place
What you dont seem to understand
Nothing could ever misplace you
You always have that place
In the corners deep -
Deep within my heart
Where you will stay
Forever and Always
We thought we knew everything
About ourselves and each other
Now theres just this one thing
One measly little thing
Keeping us apart
A pain so overwhelming
I would never subject you to it
Yet you still dont understand
That as I hold in this secret
Im doing it for you
Its breaking us apart
Its digging the hole between us deeper
It slowly tears me to shreds
Yet I still keep my resolve
Because I know if I tell you
It might be the thing to take your fragile heart
If your heart breaks and you leave me now
I will not keep moving on
Because of the saying that has been proven true for us:
Best friends
All of the pressure,
From the outside world,
Dragging her down,
Farther into its hold
Wonders how this started,
Maybe its always been this way,
Nothing she can do,
All she knows is she wont stay
Shes losing control,
Of everything in her life,
Doesnt know how to deal,
With all the built up strife
Everyone looks at her,
Like shes some kind of bug,
They think she doesnt belong,
When all she needs is a hug
Slowly getting closer
Will this be the end?
Needs somebody there,
On her own she cant fend
Shes losing control,
Of everything in her life,
Doesnt know how to deal,
Wi
There she sits
Falling slowly
Down Down Down
Being crushed
Under all the pressure
Of life
And its worries
Living life isnt real
No options left for her
Trying to break free
Cant control it now
Tears are rolling
Faith is drowning
Life is dwindling
Surviving..
Not a choice here
The clock stops ticking,
Im not taking my days,
One step at a time,
Jump in headfirst,
Dont be afraid to fall.
I see it all clearly,
My eyes open wide,
Everything I desire,
Is in my reach now,
Nothing I cant achieve.
Seeing the world,
Through new eyes,
Take a chance,
Hope for the best,
Inspiration flowing.
Not everything it seems,
Time keeps flying by,
Smiles abundant,
Laughing joyously,
Heart is peaceful.
Finally stopping to find,
What was in front of me,
All along I was looking,
Now that I finally found,
What I was looking for.
I know I cant run
From all my problems
From all the heartbreak
From all the tears
I know I have to face
All of the people
All of the questions
All of the wondering
I know I have to learn
To deal with it all
To respond maturely
To brush it off
I know I cant hide
From the dark
From my dreams
From my fears
I know I have to be
The one who loves
The one who cares
The one who tries
I know I cant run
Into your open arms
Into your loving embrace
Into your caring heart
I know I cant lie
About what I think
About what I feel
About how I hurt
I know I can't deal
With all of the looks
With all of the t
Hello Love,
I know this may seem odd, writing a letter to someone Ive yet to meet, but I know you are out there somewhere. The days that seem too hard to get through, I think of you, standing by my side, carrying me through everything. I dream of you often, perfect and amazing in every sense. Even though you arent here right now, I know you will be someday. Here to take away all of the pain and sadness away forever. To hold me close and never let go. I know that once I find you, you will stand by me when nobody else will. There are some moments that I think its a dream, but I know it is too real to be so.
Everyone thinks t
I know distance doesnt matter
Every time I turn, I see your face
Looking down, protecting me
From things that cross my path
Every time I feel your touch
It relieves the stress in my life
Like a blade, cuts right through me
I would wait forever, just for you
I would wait forever, just for you.
Accidentally on purpose
I tell you I dont care anymore
Ive tried on every way I can
Its just too hard to hold on
I cant do this alone anymore
Just keeps on getting harder
The tears keep pouring out
Smears of makeup on my face
I want to scream some days
For you to just not let go
Hold me and tell me you love me
Keep me safe and free from pain
Its getting even harder to hold on
Losing strength too fast to be real
Happy to hurt in just a single moment
Cant believe its all coming back
I cant do with help or by myself
This ride is getting tiring
Cant convince myself to get off
Keep on riding through it all
Harder a
You're used to being
The center of my world
Everything I talk about
Everything that has my heart
Now today you feel at loss
The fear is undenyable
Someone else might take your place
What you dont seem to understand
Nothing could ever misplace you
You always have that place
In the corners deep -
Deep within my heart
Where you will stay
Forever and Always
We thought we knew everything
About ourselves and each other
Now theres just this one thing
One measly little thing
Keeping us apart
A pain so overwhelming
I would never subject you to it
Yet you still dont understand
That as I hold in this secret
Im doing it for you
Its breaking us apart
Its digging the hole between us deeper
It slowly tears me to shreds
Yet I still keep my resolve
Because I know if I tell you
It might be the thing to take your fragile heart
If your heart breaks and you leave me now
I will not keep moving on
Because of the saying that has been proven true for us:
Best friends
All of the pressure,
From the outside world,
Dragging her down,
Farther into its hold
Wonders how this started,
Maybe its always been this way,
Nothing she can do,
All she knows is she wont stay
Shes losing control,
Of everything in her life,
Doesnt know how to deal,
With all the built up strife
Everyone looks at her,
Like shes some kind of bug,
They think she doesnt belong,
When all she needs is a hug
Slowly getting closer
Will this be the end?
Needs somebody there,
On her own she cant fend
Shes losing control,
Of everything in her life,
Doesnt know how to deal,
Wi
There she sits
Falling slowly
Down Down Down
Being crushed
Under all the pressure
Of life
And its worries
Living life isnt real
No options left for her
Trying to break free
Cant control it now
Tears are rolling
Faith is drowning
Life is dwindling
Surviving..
Not a choice here
The clock stops ticking,
Im not taking my days,
One step at a time,
Jump in headfirst,
Dont be afraid to fall.
I see it all clearly,
My eyes open wide,
Everything I desire,
Is in my reach now,
Nothing I cant achieve.
Seeing the world,
Through new eyes,
Take a chance,
Hope for the best,
Inspiration flowing.
Not everything it seems,
Time keeps flying by,
Smiles abundant,
Laughing joyously,
Heart is peaceful.
Finally stopping to find,
What was in front of me,
All along I was looking,
Now that I finally found,
What I was looking for.
I know I cant run
From all my problems
From all the heartbreak
From all the tears
I know I have to face
All of the people
All of the questions
All of the wondering
I know I have to learn
To deal with it all
To respond maturely
To brush it off
I know I cant hide
From the dark
From my dreams
From my fears
I know I have to be
The one who loves
The one who cares
The one who tries
I know I cant run
Into your open arms
Into your loving embrace
Into your caring heart
I know I cant lie
About what I think
About what I feel
About how I hurt
I know I can't deal
With all of the looks
With all of the t
Hello Love,
I know this may seem odd, writing a letter to someone Ive yet to meet, but I know you are out there somewhere. The days that seem too hard to get through, I think of you, standing by my side, carrying me through everything. I dream of you often, perfect and amazing in every sense. Even though you arent here right now, I know you will be someday. Here to take away all of the pain and sadness away forever. To hold me close and never let go. I know that once I find you, you will stand by me when nobody else will. There are some moments that I think its a dream, but I know it is too real to be so.
Everyone thinks t
I know distance doesnt matter
Every time I turn, I see your face
Looking down, protecting me
From things that cross my path
Every time I feel your touch
It relieves the stress in my life
Like a blade, cuts right through me
I would wait forever, just for you
I would wait forever, just for you.
Accidentally on purpose
I tell you I dont care anymore
Ive tried on every way I can
Its just too hard to hold on
I cant do this alone anymore
Just keeps on getting harder
The tears keep pouring out
Smears of makeup on my face
I want to scream some days
For you to just not let go
Hold me and tell me you love me
Keep me safe and free from pain
Its getting even harder to hold on
Losing strength too fast to be real
Happy to hurt in just a single moment
Cant believe its all coming back
I cant do with help or by myself
This ride is getting tiring
Cant convince myself to get off
Keep on riding through it all
Harder a
Kyle was...well, he was Kyle. He had a way with numbers. I don't know how he could do it, but he always managed to make sense of them. He described his gift as he described mine. He compared them to each other and would blush as his long soft hair fell over his face. Or rather, his forehead.
He had hair the color of chocolate, always soft and silky beneath my fingers. Kyle's hair was barely long enough to scrape his eyebrows, and it fell over his eyes when he got embarassed. He would look down at me with the most extreme love and tenderness in his eyes, and I could see that he was exponentially happier when I was near, even if he was feeling
Jenna was one of those girls who could handle anything. Her wide blue eyes would take everything in, steadily, and she rarely cried. At least, that's how she was around me. I used to call her my "little sparrow" because of how delicate and frail she seemed. It was almost like if you touched her, she might break. It made me feel like I wanted to be her protector, forever and ever. Her near-translucent skin never tanned, never burned. She was always a pale white color, even after spending ten hours on the beach with me. I loved the way she would look up at me and smile, then quickly hug me. It always surprised me how tight she could hug. For su
Your skin against mine,
With your heart in my arms,
The night moves slowly,
And I don't sleep at all.
You bury yourself into my chest,
While I keep you warm.
You're asleep now,
I can tell by how tight you
Wrap around me.
I smile to myself,
I think
"This is it"
I hug you softly,
Kiss the top of your head,
And the smell of your hair
And the warmth of your love
Give me the best sleep
I have ever had.
I've been searching for the knight,
walking in half-light,
for all my life.
Always tried to live up to,
The expectations of the few,
But I've never been happy until
You
came into my life
and completely messed up my mind
with your innuendoes and straightforward
"I love you"s.
The clock stops ticking,
Im not taking my days,
One step at a time,
Jump in headfirst,
Dont be afraid to fall.
I see it all clearly,
My eyes open wide,
Everything I desire,
Is in my reach now,
Nothing I cant achieve.
Seeing the world,
Through new eyes,
Take a chance,
Hope for the best,
Inspiration flowing.
Not everything it seems,
Time keeps flying by,
Smiles abundant,
Laughing joyously,
Heart is peaceful.
Finally stopping to find,
What was in front of me,
All along I was looking,
Now that I finally found,
What I was looking for.
So I wanted to take a moment to give you a bit of who I am. I am a 14 year old girl in Pennsylvania who loves to write, read, hang out with her friends, and listen to music. I absolutely love science and literature classes, and I seem to work through them fairly easily. I am homeschooled and love it, with my aspirations being fairly high, it allows me to work ahead, volunteer, and take my classes at my own pace. I love volleyball, one of the only sports I am good at even with being accident-prone. I would like to be a doctor, a pediatric emergency room doctor to be specific. I would also like to become fluent in Spanish and possibly French. I